安心、安心！cloud nine

Buck-Tick tonight!!

I feel like I am floating! I am not thinking or something. I am about to go see my favorite band in the world Buck-Tick live in my favorite city on earth. During my forced days off, I have been spending time with people out of my own volition, guys who interest me and whose company I enjoy. It is much better than work, which I will return to tomorrow.

I hung out with Ryujiro last night; he is growing on me. He wanted to go to Crossover (where Daisuke, the charming bartender works) and we went. I felt sort of bad because Ryujiro and I were alone together. I told Daisuke last week that I had no boyfriend. He asked if he was my boyfriend. I said, no no, I am just teaching this guy English. I like them both, but Daisuke never made any direct move so Ryujiro is ahead in the game, I guess. And has more free time. Also, he knows who Noam Chomsky is, that is... +500 points, at least.

Ryujiro and I, after drinking several shots and mixed drinks, got kicked out of the bar at closing, then went to sit together under some eaves to protect from the rain. It was kind of romantic, and it was quiet in Roppongi, Tuesday night. He asked me what I wanted to do. I told him he should go catch his train, he has school in the morning. He said he did not care, he asked me, do you want me to leave?

I told him no, but he should not miss his train. He said I had two choices, he could leave and go home or we could stay up all night until the first trains. I said sure, we can stay up (I was up til 6 the night before so I was not sleepy). Then he told me he wanted to come to my house. I told him, I did not know him, and if he wanted to sleep, he should go home.

He smiled. He told me, okay then, I will see you this weekend. It was very hard to tell him to leave! He is charming even though he is only one year older than me and kind of silly.

Anyway! Who cares. Right now, I am ridiculously excited to see Buck-Tick tonight. I will see Atsushi Sakurai and Imai and everyone else in the band in real life!!!!!! I am ecstatic. I am trying to visual-kei up, clothes and makeup while listening to memento mori!