Molly and Lisa

Last night I took Lisa to her first rave. I was a little worried that she would think it was stupid and also felt weird about feeding her ecstasy, but it was fine.

We arrived at the venue early and bought pills. We purchased 2 capsules and 3 bombs (which were mostly amphetamine, I believe). We each took some molly and by the time we were in the venue, we were both rolling. I love molly! So did Lisa, she said that she wanted to feel like this all the time.

We didn't dance or anything, just stayed seated most of the night. That blond guy Shawn from last week called me and asked me what I was doing, and I told him I was at the rave (I am sure he could tell from the loud bass). He decided to come downtown as well. I felt weird about meeting him with Lisa around, but I mostly wanted him to come because he could drive us both home. He did so. He wants to go out soon, I guess I will just wait for his call. Dunno.

Today, Lisa and I went for tea and met her friend Dillon who is trying to rent a room out to her. He was an interesting neo-hippy type with some interest in politics so we were able to talk about many things. His house was nice and Lisa is considering renting it. She's only 17 but I think she does totally fine alone, judging from Paris. I hope that her parents will help her financially and she can live freer.